I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.
I’m actually terrified that no one is going to want to be with me forever. They’ll get tired of me. And leave like everyone else has in the past. Idk I was just thinking about it and who the fuck would want to spend the rest of their life with me? I’m literally nothing idk.